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A Love Letter…

User ImagePreston Swagger 20 November 2008 Featured, Relationships 282 views 15 CommentsPrint This Post Print This Post Email This Post Email This Post

It’s funny…

How I always love you…but sometimes…most times…I don’t really like you.  I’m not sure if it’s what you do to me or what you make me see in myself.  Maybe I just don’t like me…

That’s funny…

After reading what I’ve written above, most people…people gifted with the power of logic would ask, “Why are you with her?  Why don’t you leave??”  Because it’s not that simple.  She reminds me that I’m not shit.  And in the same instance reminds me of what I could be.  And it makes me feel…

Funny…

In a moment she makes me feel like I own this place, right before she reminds me that I don’t belong in it.  She’s addictive.  In actuality she drains my bank account but tells me that my potential is worth it.  Yeah…right…  Potential litters the street corners here.  She smiles at me.  She thinks that’s…

Funny…

But I don’t.  So I pack my things.  Maybe I’ll opt for the simple life down south…or see if that noise in New York is my heart calling me there. And she doesn’t stop me.  In fact she show’s me to the door.  And I think, “New York is a noisy place…it may not be calling me…”  And the simple life is……..well……it’s mighty simple.  I sit my bags down.  Having second, third and forth thoughts….while she thinks that’s…

Funny…

She grabs me.  And then does everything I want her to.  I’m exhausted.  That’s when she dares me to try again.

Damn Hollywood!!!!  I only moved out here to write!!!!

–Preston

Thank you for taking today’s flight inside the mind of Preston Swagger.  Please return you seatbacks and tray tables to their upright and locked position…

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15 Comments »

  1. soooooooooo……Preston’s cheating on me?

    **passes out**

  2. Now this ish is just dysfunctional! LOL

    Damn Hollywood!!!! I only moved out here to write!!!!…………..AND HOLLYWOOD IS JUST GIVING YOU SOMETHING TO WRITE ABOUT!

  3. It was good to me. This situation happens all too often. Good writing.

    “After reading what I’ve written above, most people…people gifted with the power of logic would ask, “Why are you with her? Why don’t you leave??” Because it’s not that simple. She reminds me that I’m not shit. And in the same instance reminds me of what I could be. And it makes me feel…

    Funny…”

    Wow.

  4. Cute. Hollywood definitely sounds like a female.

  5. I completly agree with this because people usually have these types of thoughts going though their heads but only the strong will keep at it untill they get what they want.

    But I don’t. So I pack my things. Maybe I’ll opt for the simple life down south…or see if that noise in New York is my heart calling me there. And she doesn’t stop me. In fact she show’s me to the door. And I think, “New York is a noisy place…it may not be calling me…” And the simple life is……..well……it’s mighty simple. I sit my bags down. Having second, third and forth thoughts….while she thinks that’s…

    I know this is about Hollywood for you but I do this to men I date for a while.

  6. @Chelz — This town has been the best and worst love experience of my life. I wouldn’t call it cheating though. You’re still my girl…lol…now get up.

    @Silkie — Damn girl! I get the tough love today, huh?

    @Nicole — Thank you. I’ve been busy as hell lately. I’ve kept an eye on yumyum though. VERY good stuff over there…

    @Reina — Smart, whimsical, complex, ruthless, rewarding, jealous, fickle, degrading, uplifting and everyday has the potential to be the biggest bitch or biggest break of your life. Umm, yeah I’m gonna go with woman.

    @Princess — “I know this is about Hollywood for you but I do this to men I date for a while.” — lol…cause it’s a pimp move!!! If you can do it…DO IT!

  7. @ Preston

    Sounds about accurate. I should start using Hollywood as a nickname.

  8. @ Preston I was wondering what happened to you. I figured it’s one of two things…a woman or work…lol

    Thanks for stopping by Yum Yum Kisses! I try to keep it interesting…to say the least! LOL

  9. **gets up from floor**

    It’s ok…I have steeled my heart from experiences like you. I don’t trust you d*ck-slangers as far I can throw you…it makes me no nevermind.

    I was just tryna be dramatic. I will also refer to myself as Hollywood from now on…

  10. A wise man once said

    “Take a sip sir, it’s so intoxicating ain’t it?
    Try not to get jaded
    Hollywood’s been good to ya
    Startin to feel like buzz to ya
    Don’t lie, go on fly, you’re addicted to the light
    Without the fame, how you gonna survive?
    It’s like livin on heroin, you so high……

    Hollywood, the most addictive drug in the world”

    *i’m not gonna be able to get that song outta my head now*

    I’ve always wanted to visit LA but i might get arrested for stalking Kobe Bryant so it’s not a good idea…But creative letter!

  11. That’s some hot shit, sounds like you need to fuck Hollywood and make her feel you for real. That’s just me.

    -Ed.
    http://www.edthesportsfan.com

  12. @ED — That’s the best advice I’ve received in quite some time. Thanks brotha!!!

    Oh… And who was it in here that changed their name to “Hollywood”…???

  13. I live in LA too … I stay away from Hollywood because she is oh so tempting … could draw me in within a millisecond … leave me poor and facing foreclosure … i watch from afar … sneak by a few times … try not to get caught up … b/c if I get caught up … As Mary J says …”That’s a wrap!!”

    Great post …

  14. @Preston

    Reina did….hehehehe….

  15. you deleted my post? weak…maybe you are l.a.’s little bitch.

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